Whatever My Poor Mind Comes Up With

Happy birthday to me. Ain't that exciting. Wow, I'm 15. Bet you all are really excited by that. Sadly, I'm not really either. I tcould have something to do with the fact that I'm not actually doing anything for my birthday today. I woke up at 6:20 for cross country, ran, and then I've been home alone since. Tonight my parents have a function to attend, so they're not getting home til later, and the my brother is out with a friend all night, so it's not even really a whole family affair. ANd to top it all off, it's not even totally my birthday. My mom's is the same day, so I don't even have the whole day to myself. It might sound selfish, but for once, I'd just like to have a day just for me.

So I'm sitting here alone and I have this strong desire to do something recless and crazy. Like get drunk. Except not really, cuz that's a really really stupid thing to do, not to mention my parents would kill me. And I don't even want to know what all my friends would do if I did something that stupid. The next thing that comes to mind is go out and dye my hair. Like blue or fire-engine red or something crazy. That's really tempting. So is either getting a haircut or cutting it myslef, and making it totally crazy. Like all ragged and stuff. It's really hard not to do that. The only thing, really, keeping me from doing it is the thought of my friends. Seriously, if I didn't have friends who would flip if I did something along those lines, I'd do it. Maybe I'll go get another piercing. It'd be seriously cool. Except I think I'd need a parent for that. Darn.

You know what I might go do now? I think I'm going to go blast extremely loud headbanging, explitive-laden music and party. It sounds like a lot of fun, and it would certainly break the monotony of the day. I guess I've finally lost it, as right now even going to school is sounding like fun. I guess boredom does weird things to you.

I'm so embarassed to be related to my brother. I know it's not very nice of me to be disgusted by his lack of writing talent (I mean, we can't all be super-geniuses, can we? :) )but seriously, it's pathetic. I wrote better in 4th grade! Listen to this, It's an excerpt from some of the stuff he did for his summer journal. He writes, and this is a direct quote,
"A-Rod's Criticism
Alex Rodriguez's season is farr too good to be getting all this from the fans and media. Some of this is good, but most of its bad. THe fans got on him last year when he was slumping, but this yeah he is roaring out of the gates with 39 homeruns. HE also made the all-star team in which he played six innings. He made the team because of his bat. THe critics are talking bad about his 'poor' fielding, but its average. They area also on him because he strikes out a lot, but power hitters strike out more than regular hitters."
Would somebody like to explain what the devil any of that means? I'd write more, but I don't actually feel like it. In fact, I may take a nap. I fdon't know.

i feel loved, Ms. Gilbert just called to wish me a happy birthday, and Alex called me during his lunch break. I love my friends. Even if they do keep me from being impulsive. ;)

love to all.
~the supreme ruler of the universe